HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!!! XOXOXOXOXO--LIFE POST

Hey, hey, hey! Guess what today is.....! DYLAN'S BIRTHDAY! BRING ON THE CAKE! God, I wish I could totally tackle him with a hug right now....! But he lives too far away :(

So, Dylan darlin', here's what I gave ya:

SAVIOR’S BROKEN ANGEL

Sweet, kind, beautiful, loving

And close to perfect in my eyes

Vicariously perched on the knife’s edge, black wings spread wide

In between the horror of hell and the pleasure of heaven

Open lips begging for a kiss

Righteous and sinful, yet so very young

Silent but calling out in fear nonetheless

Beating the air with her wings, she tries to fly

Raising herself a few inches before falling again

Opened eyes flood with fear and grief

Knowing not if she will ever soar once more

Evermore she could be trapped on the knife’s edge

Never very far from Heaven, nor from Hell

Although we reach out to her, offering her protection

Never again will she be truly safe

Gracelessly she tries to fly, but falls again

Even though she is so weak, all of us

Love her truly, heart and soul, forever

WUV OO ASSHOLE

I should kick your ass

You treat me without a hint of class

You call me Ms. IBTs

You tell me I’ve got cooties and fleas

You call me a rapist

But somehow I don’t get too badly pissed

You tell me I’m a leper

I figure I should endeavor

To get my revenge on you

But laughing is all I can do

Why? It’s funny as hell

The joke’s on me. Oh well

As long as it’s fun for you

I’ll go along with whatever you do

If you weren’t my best friend

Your bones’d take a while to mend

Nobody else has the right

To do this to me without a fight

You and I can be so freaking wrong

If it wasn’t you, I’d say so long

You tell me I’m so cute

I should leave on your ass the imprint of my boot

You I know I have a right to kill

But I know I never, ever will

So do whatever you want to

Because, asshole, I wuv oo

 BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

Before you found me, I was all but alone

Even though my life was simpler then, it wasn’t better

So because of you my life has changed

Thank you for that, even though there’s been so much pain

Forever, I swear I’ll remain in your life

Reality and the dream aren’t different now

Inside my heart you’ve got your place, forever

Ending this and walking away I swear I won’t do

Don’t ever doubt me when I tell you I love you

Sweetheart, you’re stuck with me, whether you like it or not

Friendships like this are very rare, and even though the gold is gone

On us I know the gods are smiling

Right and wrong no longer matter, as long as we’re together

Even though I know you don’t love me anymore

Vines of love still bind me to you

Even though you and I have lost the gold

Reality would be a nightmare without you by my side

            Happy birthday, Dylan. You know, I’ve been trying to think of a gift for you for about a week or so now. And do you know what I’ve come up with? Nothing that I haven’t already given you. My heart? Yours as a friend. My love? You’ve got it sweets. Poems? You have four million ones I’ve written about you. Blog posts? Going on five or six now. My friendship, forever? I promised you that, and I’ll go to the ends of the earth to keep that promise.

            

            Darlin’, you’re my best friend. If I’m feeling alone or afraid, I’ll think of you, and I won’t feel so bad anymore. There isn’t a thing on this earth that I can’t tell you. I trust you with my life.

      

            And hell yes you and me have been through some crazy times. But we’ve always been there for each other in the end. We’ve made it through hell and high water, haven’t we? So who cares about all the things that have come before? All that matters is that we have each other.

      

           Yeah….you do have me, sweets. Did you ever notice that I don’t think I’ve ever told you no? Whatever you asked me to do I would do without hesitation. And I’ll still do whatever you want. I don’t know why I do that; I just do.

     

            I could spend a hundred pages telling you how much you mean to me. Telling you that I will be your friend forever, love you forever, and that I will never stop trying my hardest to be the perfect friend for you.

     

            But….I think that you already know all of that.

     

            So I’ll end it here.

     

             I love you, Dylan Cummins.

      

             Happy birthday, Cupcake.

Happy Birthday Dylan. Love, your Angel