~~Angel's Black Soul~~

I'm through with caring

I can't fight for anyone

Not after being abandoned

By everyone

I can't breathe anymore

I've lost all my strength

And no one seems to be

On my wave length

I'm trapped against the dark

Those that try to help

Simply run from me

And leave me in my hell

I'm shattered now

Don't you see the signs?

Don't you know I'm dying?

Or have I hidden it from your minds?

I'm so good at pretending

At saying I'll just deal

But don't you realize

That I can never heal?

After everything that has been done

My scars are the only parts that remain

I've faded away

Lost everything but pain

And if you decide to notice

It could be too late

I don't have enough time

To sit around and wait

I need to flee

To find time to breathe

But I can't because

You won't let me leave....

I....I don't know what to say about this one....

Drama....

Stephanie is....Hurting. A lot. Badly. Very badly.

And I don't know if I can help her.

And Ted isn't doing anything and....And Dylan is the only one trying and....And I....

I was with Sun-Jung today, talked to her about all of it and....She says I need a break.

That being needed by all of these people....It's hurting me because it means I can't break!

I can't....Be weak.

I'm needed too much.