~~Alive~~

I could say

A million things

"I'm numb."

"I didn't cry."

I could do

A million things

Scream

Cut

Suicide

Leave

Run back to him

Let myself shatter

But I won't

I'm going to stand up

Well....

I would stand

But my legs

Hurt so much

From running

That I might need

To cancel with my friends

Tomorrow

But, I guess

I'm okay

I'll just live

I don't hurt like I used to

And that's why I'm afraid

I don't scream any more

I don't feel

So much hurt

That I can't live any more

Instead...

I feel alive

I'm filled with love

And hope

And strength

When I shouldn't be

Is this wrong?

It's been twenty four hours

And I've recovered

Is something

Wrong with me?

Or am I just

Strong?