~~So Many Useless Wishes~~

The life I live

The soul I hate

The love I can't feel

If I could attach

Love ONE

Really love, instead

Of just say I do

If I could do that

Could I love?

Could the soul

I hate

No longer be shown

Through frosted windows?

I wish that

I could

I wish

I wouldn't just chase

After anyone who seems

Like they could love me

And make me less lonely

I wish

I wouldn't just lie

And tell them how they

Want to believe I feel

Even though

It's nowhere near true

I wish so much

But I don't even think

It matters what I want

I have things to do

And a life to live

A life

That is chosen for me....

I wish

I could be

More honest

With the people in my life.....