~~Giving Myself Away~~

Lying here in bed

Living life in my own head

Everything seems wrong

While I'm listening to our song

You wouldn't get it if I told you

The things that aren't true

You'd stare at me and say

"Girl, come back to me again another day."

You'd always want me back

Love for me you ain't gonna lack

I wish I could tell you

Love for you isn't true

I keep giving myself away

Trying to find what I found in you that day

I keep running away, trying to hide

So you won't see that I lied

I can't be your girl

Until my wings unfurl

And it seems like I'll never fly

Because getting better I can't even try

I just keep on crying

But I make no sound, not sobbing

They just fall from my eyes

Not washing off the makeup that covers the lies

I don't know why I do this

Run from you, who gave me my first kiss

But I can't seem to stop

From starting to window shop

All the people who want to play

They find me some how, every day

How many do I say yes to?

Does it matter at all to you?

I'm sorry I don't deserve you

I can't ever be true

Leave if you'd like

I've done too much with Mike....>.>

I love Ted, I truly do...But.....I don't know what's wrong with me!!!!!!!!