Emptiness........

Shattered, broken, torn

Nothing left to say

I can't even speak

Can't even cry

My Wolf is gone

But he is not

I belong to another

But I don't

What's wrong with me?

I don't even know

Now I've seen him and his new boyfriend

Together in group chat

Why did he do that?

Why did he bring in his boyfriend?

When he knew I was there?

Why am I such a drama queen?

Is there a sign on my back saying:

"Come get me

"I cause trouble."?!

I don't freaking know......

I just.....

I just need out of here....

I just need

The accursed

Games of suicide

To stop

The drama

To end

And me

To finally be left

Alone...

Now I'm crying.....

Wondering why I'm still here

If there's anything left

But I don't think there truly is

Wolf had loved me....

But not in the way I love him.....

He was gay...

And he had only dated me

Because Simon had begged him to

So I could be kept safe from Tolga

So right now......

Five people I know of love me

Stephanie

Saquan

Shade

Trevor

And my Goth Boy

All five want to date me

Most know how hurt I am

All want to give me time

But I know none of them will

Out of all of them I choose Shade

Stephanie.....

If I do not choose her.....

She will die tomorrow night

By her own hand

There are more reasons

For that than me

And I know I could save her

If I had enough heart left to care

But I do not

Call me cold

Call me empty

Call me dead

But either way....

I'm alive

I'm diamond

I cannot be broken.