I didn't expect this to hurt so goddamn bad....I mean I knew they'd only used me for my body but, until last night it didn't hit, you know? I....I didn't think I'd care. I didn't think I'd find myself lying in bed crying my ass off...
Last night I was talking with some guy I know, someone I used to cam with. I considered him a friend--well at least he was one of the few guys who spoke to me, so...I had to consider him something. and I....I didn't expect the truth.
He's had a girlfriend this entire time....So much more beautiful than me, someone he loved so damn much...
What the hell?
Where did I fit into this?
Was I nothing to him?
I was nothing to him....
I was just a whore who's price was sympathy and patience....
Last night I was talking with some guy I know, someone I used to cam with. I considered him a friend--well at least he was one of the few guys who spoke to me, so...I had to consider him something. and I....I didn't expect the truth.
He's had a girlfriend this entire time....So much more beautiful than me, someone he loved so damn much...
What the hell?
Where did I fit into this?
Was I nothing to him?
I was nothing to him....
I was just a whore who's price was sympathy and patience....
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