~~Beautiful is Bad~~

I enchant you
You trail after me pleadingly
Hoping for one scrap off affection
But I don't even have one left for me

After everyone I've loved
Can't you see I need to be alone?
But, no, you simply whisper,
"You're the most perfect girl I've ever known."

I sigh, and realize
I can't get rid of you
So what can I do
But say I love you, too?

Even though I don't
Even though I can't
I don't want to hurt you
As after me you pant

I would turn you away
If I had anyone else with me
But you're the only one I know
Without you, I'd be lonely

And I can't be alone again
Not after everything
So forgive me if I hurt you
By saying I was capable of loving.....