~~This Time It's Different by Evans Blue~~

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Showing posts with label I'M SORRY. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I'M SORRY. Show all posts

Saturday, March 31, 2012

~~Your Blood On My Hands~~


Standing up, time to fight
But only to fall again
When will the bell ring to signal the night?
Only God knows when
Fighting the same fight
Winning the same war
Gazing at the dawn’s light
What are we fighting for?
I’m just standing here
My notched blades held high
My heart’s pounding in fear
And blood’s pouring down my thigh
I can’t take this, but I have to
There’s no other choices or places to be
I’m fighting because of you
You’re dead because of me!
Unable to contain your lust
You would hold me close
Whether this was right or just
Not even Hell knows
You’re dead because of me
I’ve got your blood on my hands
No one feels this agony
And no one understands
I wish I could speak to warn you
But I’ve just gone mute
I owe my life to you
But they’ve given you the boot
I’m sorry, I didn’t realize
The battle can’t be won
I guess that every one dies
You were just the first one….

Saturday, November 12, 2011

And I Quote......--Life Post

Emmy's about me on Quizilla: Alex(she is a girl) I loved her...She loved me..She lied to me...I'm keeping true to my promise about always loving her.I read all her poems...Everything seems so much more painful after reading them. I case her so much pain..It seems as though she hates me so much...Alex...Please tell me the truth...Do you love me or are you faking it?


Emmy's journal post: I'M SO BLIND



I didn't see it.
It was so clear.
I sholuld have know.
No one could ever truely love me.
All talk.
Nothing can save me now,
From this dark abyss.
Falling deeper and deeper.
Soaring so close to the ground.
I used to fly high.
No longer do my wings spread.
My feet do not lift off
The ground.
I have so much to tell you,
But you are so far away.
I wish I could say I
Still love you.
But you won't pick up
The phone.
You won't give me three seconds,
To say three little words.
Please I beg of you.
Please.
Let my dreams come true
Tonight...
Say that you love me to.
Say this crazy dream of mine will come true.


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Please let my dream come true tonight on this very day at 11/11/11 11:11
I know I made a mistake but please...










WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!?!